Non è per essere asociale, io sono socievolissima come persona, ho bisogno di relazionarmi agli altri, però divento selettiva quando si tratta di approfondire una conoscenza in modo tale che sfocia nell'amicizia o in altro. Non si tratta di parlare con qualcuno dei massimi sistemi, evidentemente, ma di sentire se non altro sin dall'inizio se questi ha un'energia compatibile con la tua, se quindi puoi gettare le fondamenta per una possibile amicizia o altro.
Io posso anche stare fra gli altri, bicchiere in mano (e poi stop, basta uno!) a parlare di cazzate, ma è buna mia scelta di cui sono conscia e ci rido anche sopra prendendomi per il culo! Capisci cosa intendo dire?
Tutto è così vacuo, fondato sul nulla.. Su tutto si potrebbe ricostruire, anche sul nulla, se però ci fosse una minima presa di coscienza di esso da parte della gente.
Why are perceived or real slights interpreted as rejections and reality by pwBPD?
Sì sì, certo, mi fa molto piacere parlare con persone “in linea” con me! Sai, questo non è davvero il momento di sprecare energie con persone, così, che conosci magari per caso, ma di cui ne percepisci subito la lontananza, la differenza…
Ma la gente sta bene così, ammassata bicchiere in mano, uno dopo l’altro, ben in serie a parlare del nulla.
Ora però, non ne ho voglia non sentendomi in grado di indossare “abiti* diversi. Sto bene da sola, ma starei più che volentieri in compagnia di qualcuno/a se ne percepisci la possibilità di una buona “compatibilità” con me. Non ho tempo da perdere con persone che non mi dicono niente e non ho nemmeno voglia di “giocare* indossando fra gli altri abiti che non mi corrispondono.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
Purtroppo, guardandomi attorno, percepisco solo il vuoto relativamente a me, intendiamoci. Però giudicando obiettivamente, avrai notato anche te quanto mai in questo triste momento storico la gente si aggrappi alle apparenze, simuli felicità inesistenti…
IN questa società dove, contrariamente a come siamo soliti dire, “L'ABITO FA IL MONACO “, ebbene, io posso indossare qualsiasi abito, ma ne sono conscia e, siccome sono una giocherellona, posso mischiati con gli altri - la massa - amalgamandomi ad essa e divertendo i a giocare questo ruolo. MA SONO SEMPRE ME STESSA.
